waste of time.

sigh.. i'll be alone during recess in school. ):
valerie quitted form6. sigh...
i really don't like being alone in a big ass canteen where everybody is sitting in groups talking and laughing and just enjoying themselves.
i guess this is the disadvantage of being a form 6 student.
there are just too little students.
how i wish i can just stop going to school and just do something worthwhile.
or possibly something that i enjoy doing.
sigh.....

how i wish i can just quit form 6 and do something better.
its already bad enough that i don't like studying.
why should i waste 2 years of studying something that isn't helping me in the least?
my mom thinks its better for me to do form 6 because otherwise i'd be wasting my time doing nothing. at least form 6 was a 'something'.
but i think differently.
if i continue with form 6, i am just wasting my time going to school and doing nothing.
i'd probably end up skipping more and more classes.
isn't that a complete waste of time?
but, on the other hand, if i do something i enjoy doing, my time would be spent wisely, right?
sigh....

i should probably start having this talk with my mother soon.
bye.