CNY and abit of everything. (:

i've been missing since january 15th.
today is the 7th of february. omg wtf.
i hate it when i want to go online but can't because there is this thing that is going on with my connection called 'MSN device missing....'
wtf does it mean? zomg.

i have tonnes of things to upload but the thing is,
i'm in ipoh and i don't have my cable with me and my cousin isn't home yet so i can't borrow her cable and i'm dying of boredom and sleepiness.
what, you may ask, am i doing home on the first day of chinese new year?
well, my mom came back from pangkor this morning and we all headed over to my oldest uncle's house in lim garden's or something like that.
i have pictures of today la wtf.
so wanna upload them all but i can't. >:(
then my mommy wants to take my new dad somewhere else in ipoh and she took me and my sister back to my cousin's house when i could be over at lim's garden collecting more ang pao!
wtfomgporkchopbbqsauce
but then again, i already collected what i need but what if there were more people arriving???

oh yeah. my new dad is going to be with us until the end of this month.
and i still haven't gotten used to the fact that a man will be in my house until then.
but for my mother's sake, i'll try.
hopefully he buys me that pair of pretty pretty shoes i saw in playboy the other day. hehehe.
hopefully!

remember in the previous post i entered saying that i was sick?
well. i didn't get to go kai kai the next day with shiang even though i really wanted to.
my aunty muriel came and along with it, cramps combined with gastric.
went to school the next day half dead.
(i actually drove in that state! omg wtf)
climbing staircases was like climbing mountains for me that day.
slept the whole day in class and pn hanim actually thought i went clubbing or something the night before. wtf
went back to shiang's place driving in a state of sleepiness and pain.
arrived safely and upon reaching his room, i plonked down onto the bed and never woke up.
while sleeping in school, i actually contracted fever.
shiang forced me to wake up and stuffed two panadols down my throat and rinsed the bitter taste away with water.
fell back asleep and there goes my kai kai plans. sigh.............
went to the doctor's on thursday night and i had the cough, flu, fever, and a little bit of gastric.
gahhh!

until now, i still have the cough.
i miss my bed.
i miss shiang.
i want more money.

oh well. had a talk with my aunty on the way back to ipoh yesterday.
she said my mom and her talked about me probably not able to manage form6 and if i really can't, i can quit form6 but on one condition : i must go learn something that will give me a cert.
play to my strengths.
i am okay okay in english. maybe take up linguistics.
i don't know. i'm going to go look later.
and anyway, i have nothing to lose.
no one is special enough to me to make me want to stay.
you see, if you really want people to offer you transportation anywhere,
you do it in a courteous manner.
you treat them as how you would treat them in the journey back home.
you don't go pretending that the person doesn't exist during normal schooling hours and then when it is time to go home, you treat them as though they are your freaking best friend.
nobody wants that kind of shit thrown at them, but hey, that's life to you right?
there is no one that makes use of you so you make use of the people that gives you a ride home right?
and you know what the worst part is?
when they ask you whether you can fetch them after talking for maybe what, 10 minutes?
you say you have other plans already and they say this one sentence before walking away.
'ceh. then i am wasting my time talking to you.'
is that how you would treat someone when you need their help when you usually ditch that someone most of the time?
oh yeah. and that's not even the worst yet.
the worst is that the person whose treating you like this is your own cousin.
your own family.
it sucks, huh?
no wait. maybe from your perspective, you'd be saying :
'man. it sucks to be you.'
or maybe :
'see ya. wouldn't wanna be ya!'
right?
you see, i don't really care if you don't want to talk to me unless you need something.
its totally fine. (:
really.

omg bring it on 4 is not as good as bring it on 3.
seriously! bring it on 3 is better! so much better!!
jennifer tisdale's hair looks so fake and she is so tanned!
seriously! omgwtf.
besides the hottest girl in bring it on 4 is the goth girl, sarah. lol.
i like her alot! (:
the rest is sooo.... hmmmmm......
won't say anymore.

oh wait! i made friends with a lizard and a frog. lol.
the pictures will be uploaded the moment my connection is fine.
the pictures from today and what nots.

okay then. that's about it. byebye.
have a happy chinese new year. (: