i used to be a child with wild dreams and big imaginations. one cloud could have been all kinds of different shapes for me. a squint at that angle would change the entire outlook, a squint there would have made a difference.
but,
all those dreams and imagination were put to rest at the back of the mind and will only resurface when you need it to. so far, it has never been needed.
needless to say, my imagination all *kong already. nada. zero. zilch.
in this world filled with clones and conformists, everyone is forced to think the same.
i am ashamed to admit that i think in that same way although i force my mind off track sometimes and became a little different than all those clones.
even though i hated my life in smk bsd2, i have to thank it because i can finally think on my own.
but still, i would look up to the sky and choose a specific cloud. willing it to take shape.
it has never worked.
right now, my imagination is going to be put to test tomorrow morning. i have to act all worked up over some normal object and bullshit to the the people who are going to interview me about how this normal object is life-changing. one girl went as far as 'this glove will never be wet when you wash dishes!' the rational mind would say, 'what the... -______________-'' that's what i thought. ah well. some people are imaginative. wtf.
and my boyfriend who sometimes chide me whenever i act all imaginative and stupid is telling me to be imaginative and stupid for my interview tomorrow. zomgwtfbbqporkchop.
wish me luck. *wow. third post of the day. i must really miss blogging.
i don't think i could have imagined those. ):
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