i'm tired of feeling left out in everything you do, everywhere you go, whatever you do.
i'm not asking for attention because, believe me, attention is the very last thing i need. i confide in you about my problems because i trust you and yet you give me the feeling that you're not listening. or maybe you don't want to. i don't know. i'm not you and i can't be you. is it because my problems don't deserve your attention? they're too petty and trifle?
sincerely, are you here because you really want to be here? or are you here because you feel obligated to be? in that case, i'd rather have you leave than be here forcefully. all i need from you is just a shred of proof that you really want to be here.
a validation, if you will.
because right now, i cannot feel anything from you. you make me feel like i'm burdening you. if everything you do right now is an obligation instead of a want-to for you, i'd rather you leave and be happy than be the way you are right now.
so please, prove me wrong because i'm hoping against hope that i am so damn fucking wrong.
i'm not asking for attention because, believe me, attention is the very last thing i need. i confide in you about my problems because i trust you and yet you give me the feeling that you're not listening. or maybe you don't want to. i don't know. i'm not you and i can't be you. is it because my problems don't deserve your attention? they're too petty and trifle?
sincerely, are you here because you really want to be here? or are you here because you feel obligated to be? in that case, i'd rather have you leave than be here forcefully. all i need from you is just a shred of proof that you really want to be here.
a validation, if you will.
because right now, i cannot feel anything from you. you make me feel like i'm burdening you. if everything you do right now is an obligation instead of a want-to for you, i'd rather you leave and be happy than be the way you are right now.
so please, prove me wrong because i'm hoping against hope that i am so damn fucking wrong.
btw, happy april fool's. have fun april fooling whoever you want. (:ps : only 27 more days to *ahemahem. you know what i mean. (:
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