Monday, July 7, 2008

Stupid suicudal post.

Have you ever been in a situation where your body feels so dead to the extend where you can barely drag your fingers to the keyboard and start typing? To the extend where blinking requires a whole lot of work when it is a natural thing?

To the extend where you feel so goddamn hyper mentally but dead physically? -_-'' Where you're literally bouncing in your mind but your body refuses to cooperate with it?

I hate that feeling. And I can barely get my ass off the chair to just drag myself to my bathroom and shower. I haven't showered since 10 in the morning. Sigh... I don't want to go to college tomorrow, I don't want to do anything at all. I just want to lie in bed and sleep. The better alternative would be to just slip away and never wake up. Heh. I think I'm feeling slightly suicidal. Gahh.

Good night.

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