Insomniac Little Child

It is now 6.04 in the morning. The cranky side of me has gone to bed and the insomniac little child in me has come out, afraid and alone and wondering.

I finally finished my assignment. The next step would be to go print it. But no ink. Sigh.. Ah well. I guess I can always ask my mommy for help; only thing is, I haven't really spoken to her since Monday, I think.

God. The birds are already starting to chirp. And yet, I don't feel any better even though I know the sun's about to come up. What the fuck is wrong with me?

In two hours, my sister and friend will be leaving the house to go to work. Should I go with them? Should I just stay home? The ironic thing is, home is a sanctuary to everyone. Home is where they seek peace and solace. Not me. I try my very best to run away from home as much as I can. I don't feel the bonds anymore. I feel like I don't belong. Not only at home but everywhere. God. What's wrong with me?

God should just end my miserable life.

*editted*
I forgot to mention that there are already 3 people in KTAR with AH1N1. Two from SBS school and 1 from SSSH school. Here's the good part. I am from SSSH school. Hopefully, it isn't anyone from our course. God. On another hand, it might be a good thing. xD Whatever la.

No mood la. I'm feeling morbid now.