Short Update

I have recently realised that an online blog is really impractical when it comes to posting seriously personal things. Things that other people should know nothing of. Things that only the people closest to you should know. So yeah. Alot of things has happened in the span of.. 4 or 5 days? Things that should have taken years to materialise all squeezed into 4-5 days. Maximum 7 days la. I can't really remember. My mental capacity isn't big enough so I don't remember the simplest things. I have already lost track of time. I can't even remember what date is it. What day and all.

Another thing I realised is that spilling your guts sometimes produce really unexpected results. Life sometimes doesn't fail to surprise you. (:

I miss my thumbdrive. I miss being able to store everything up in it. ):

On another hand, I received my first card in work. :D There are 5 BE's cards. Be welcoming, be considerate, be knowledgeable, be genuine, and be involved. I received my first Be Considerate' card. Heard that, people?? I'm considerate! Buahahahahaha!! xD So happy! *jumps around and throws confetti* But the circumstances under which I received my first card is slightly disorienting. Because I'm still trying to get used to the way things work in the shop, I was still slightly lost on what to do for pre-closing. HuiYee came in not feeling well and she was supposed to clean the cafe. She wasn't feeling well, so Ben asked whether it would be all right if I swapped with her. I was supposed to do BOH, see. So I was okay with it because I'm already comfortable doing cafe. I don't make everyone stay behind the way I did with my first few times with the cafe. So she helped me I helped her and then I had a serious void with the POS register and I was really stressed up about it. I KEYED IN THE WRONG AMOUNT FOR THE CREDIT CARD SALES!! T_____T Damn stressed I tell you. D; Then after the whole void incident, Ben gave me my first BE card. (: Which lightened my mood considerably. :D Hahaha. Happpyhappppyhappyyy!!!

My stress level is reaching its peak now. I'm just glad that I have the strength to hold it at bay and still be sane. My balancing is off though. I can't stand still without leaning forward and/or tripping or hurting myself while walking. Imagine this. I can barely walk on a flat surface without tripping already. Now that my balance is off even more, I can't walk properly without concentrating. T__T

All I have left to say without revealing too much on what's going on in my life now is that I'm sorry for all the trouble/pain/time/money to the people who I owe so much.

Good night.