my day

i'm bored. i really am. god knows what i can do right now. seriously. sigh... i'm so sleepy and tired but i can't sleep cos the weather is so goddamn hot. uhhhhhhh..................

school today. well.. its just like any other day. me, valerie, charlotte and sometimes wilfred, bullied eng eu. lol. we had to do economics correction because everybody failed the test. it was a test on diagrams. perubahan dalam permintaan and such. i can never really remember the diagrams because i'm not much of a mathematical person. anything to do with graphs, diagrams, numbers and xy, and so and so, scares the living hell out of me. lol. pengajian perniagaan wasn't much of an improvement as well. its so boring that u can sleep! last time when i sat at the back i always slept. eventhough i was hyper before p.p. so i thought, 'i can't sleep all the time. its one of the most important subjects with one of the thickest and heaviest book around. i can't afford to get left behind.' so i switched places and sat in the front. god. sitting in front made no difference. i still always feel sleepy and i can sleep. right in front of the teacher. so to keep my mind off it, i started writing my own notes instead of listening to the pembentangan in front. the teacher is really determined to finish at least half of the book. it helps. but when the weather grows warmer, it gets worse. i get sleepy again. and the damn classroom is the kind where it traps heat. so its always awful. it makes me sticky and makes me wish that i could bathe. impossible. oh well.. that's school right? its supposed to be uncomfortable at times. lol.

after school, went for lunch with valerie, charlotte, eng eu, wil fred and chee hoe. we went to mcdonald's at centrepoint. the place we were sitting in makes no difference to sitting outside. its really stuffy! sigh.. there, we talked about everything. even shit. hahahahah- a couple of months ago, my sister told me that she had a guy friend who went to the toilet to poop. and for some weird reason, he likes to watch his shit come out of his asshole. so, something was hanging from it and he was like, 'apa nie?' and pulled it out. and it was a vegetable. lol. he went like, 'oh. sayur.' and threw it over his head! hahahahhahaha- really disgusting. lol.

my classmates are so damn uncooporative. me and the rest had planned to go somewhere after the football match the form6 council or something was organising. it was going to be held over the holidays. 20th august. so we had planned to go somewhere after it and i decided to go swimming or shopping. valerie suggested sleeping over somewhere. so we asked if any of our classmates wanted to go. they went like, 'what for?' and yadda this yadda that. bloody annoying! and some of them were total misers. they never ever want to pay for anything themselves. besides, i thought that if we could all go somewhere as a class, (since there were so little of us) we would all get to know each other better. but no. no one wants to join. so fine. fuck them. charlotte, valerie, me, eng eu and wilfred and maybe zuza can just go ourselves. fuck the rest.

so.. hmmm.. dunno what else can i blog here. so never mind. i'll probably blog tomorrow.

tata!!~