I Suck When It Comes To Decision-Making.

i don't know why i'm going through a phase where everything bugs me. insignificant things, as hazel puts it. shiang's habit of biting his fingernails constantly and whatnots. (i am convinced that his nail-biting is going to kill him one day. stupid, i know.) and she says, shouldn't i be more worried about his smoking habits because its a much more certain way of killing him? but, who am i to stop him from smoking when i can't control myself at times? so yeah. i am still thoroughly convinced that nail-biting's going to kill him one day. i'm hormonal. period. ya la. being hormonal doesn't give me a free pass to do whatever i want. but i'm spoiled la wtf. -____-

i suck at making decisions. but once the decision's made, i go through with it. no matter how bitter i get after a while. screw it. my decision's made, i'm not going back on it. it sucks. but what more can i do with it? i admit, i'm a bitter person. i wish i can be way happier at times. i'm sorry. sigh..

i've had another awful day and i refuse to be awake anymore to this lousy day. good night.

bee.

i love you so much. please, just bear with me for a few more days.

i swear this hormonal thing's going to pass. i promise. i promise to be good.

good night.

i love you.